Thursday, December 11, 2003
Took my exam and turned in my final research paper (sucky as it was) today. I think on the exam I did all right. The research paper is one of the worst examples of my writing ever. But, we'll see how my grade turns out in the end. I hope she does a less-than-stellar job of marking the papers.
Tomorrow I think I might try to get some Christmas shopping done. Oh, how I dread it. But I did at least remember to go to the bank this morning, so I have money to spend. And Micki's work accidentally overpaid her this paycheck, so she had extra funds as well. We loafed around most of the day, but went together to get pedicures this afternoon, and then out to eat (we've been eating out a lot this week -- which means we need to go grocery shopping). After that we dropped by Toys R Us for no other reason than to inspect Gollum action figures, and wonder how exactly the pregnant Barbie doll gives birth (it's a magnet, as we were rudely informed by another woman in the aisle. I suspect we got this cold treatment because she had overheard me refer to one of the BRATZ dolls as a "skanky slutmuffin").
I'm faring better than I was -- though it will take time for things to sink in, so to speak. Or for me to adjust to them. I feel somewhat awkward right now, like I've lost something and can't find it again. And I'm still worried about how things will ultimately turn out -- and how this will affect me in the future.
I know many of you who read this blog are greatly perplexed about what has transpired over the past few weeks (or months, really), and I'm very grateful for your prayers and concern. It would be wrong of me to explain it all in a public forum -- and I don't think I could, even if I wanted to. I fell into unrequited love, and after much painful confusion, I must determine how to fall out of it. I'm simplifying things enormously, but that's all that really needs to be said here right now.
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